Friday, April 08, 2005

Breathing Again

Oh my.

You know how sometimes you hold off on doing something until you’re like, “I don’t want to do this!!!” and it just escalates and turns into a big deal and it’s like this big personal turmoil that only you know about?

I just got over one of those moments. And I feel so good.

I just told the president of the company that I work at that I’m pregnant. I don’t know why I didn’t do it sooner, I think I felt a little intimidated by him, which isn’t surprising, considering that everyone intimidates me. I don’t know why. I haven’t had all that much interaction with him, but the times I have worked closely with him I’ve gotten along with him really well. And this being such a small company, I felt weird having told everyone else, but I knew he didn’t know yet. He was out the day I announced it.

All I can say is: WHAT A GREAT GUY. I’m now kicking myself for being scared about this. He was super understanding (he has 4 kids), and super nice, and congratulated me and said that everything was fine and having kids is a beautiful thing and I’m just like, “WOW.” WHY WAS I AFRAID? It’s such a relief. I’m a dork. I feel like a house has been lifted off my head.

I went to the doctor yesterday. I updated the baby blog with the low down.

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